I’ve been really down latly. More then normal for me. I have been thinking a lot about suicide actually. Don’t get me wrong I would never actually do it but I have been thinking a lot about it and ways to do it. I know i could never end my own life which is why I am so confused. I have just never been this miserable. I lay in my room with the lights off and sheets over my windows with sad music playing over and over and I’m eating but not much and I run from human interaction unless its online or over the phone. I don’t know what is going on with me. has this ever happened to anyone before?
I know this sounds like a typical teenage remark but I cannot tell my parents. They believe in natural medication and all this meditation stuff like “hugging the tree” its a tai chi move. Thats the stuff the believe in so they would just tell me to meditate and i would be fine. I don’t know what to do or who to talk to. Can anyone help me out on this one. I know its 1am but I am just so completely lost. Thank you
okay no joke…thats like the worst advice ive ever gotten from anyone…
im not going to do pot r u crazy? im like never on my computer…so its not too much internet time…and i normally hang out with ppl but like i said i jsut dont want to right now and its not normal for me…can u ppl read or what?!
