Look, it’s not hard drugs, and I’m a responsible person who goes to school and works full time. It’s not a physical addiction, but really, a mental one. Some days I just don’t feel like being sober at all. And some days when i feel unhappy, that’s the only thing that makes me feel better. I’ve tried other hobbies, yoga, working out, and I do enoy these things, but they don’t give me the same feeling. It’s not even a good feeling I get from drugs, but a way of punishing myself. It sounds messed up, but I don’t think I’m that far gone. Thoughts anyone?
And by the way…it’s only weed and alcohol, nothing else. Which is why it’s not physically addicting.
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