9 months ago i was in decent shape, my skin was dark because I was always backpacking and hiking. I did Kung Fu and Tai Chi religiously, i thought it was going to be my life. But most of all i was motivated to actually give a damn about my future. Well since then there has been a lot of crap in my family and my life (mom running off with a ex boyfriend and putting my family through 6 long months of emotional turmoil) and lots of relationship drama that went on for weeks almost right after the divorce drama subsided. Now I really don’t have anything crazy going on in my life and i feel absolutely drained. My life has become that catchy Bruno Mars song about not wanting to do anything. I constantly skip my community college classes, I call in sick to work a lot more frequently (good friends with manager and I think shes worried about me) and i have almost completely stopped the martial arts that was my life. I just want to lay around all day, smoke pot (been smoking habitually for the past 5 years), and play videos games. I also haven’t gone backpacking for a wile a and my hiking 3 times a week has slowed to the point where I’m lucky if i go once every 2 weeks. Whats is wrong with me people? This Isn’t the person who I’ve worked so hard to become and I have no motivation to fix it. I’m staying home from work today because i couldn’t pull my lazy ass out of bed, so please offer your advice or if anybody has a similar story to mine where they turned it around please share. I think I’m pretty much desperate at this point.
It was 7 long months of the worst kind of drama, excuse me if i don’t want to get far into the details. But believe me it takes a lot to bring me down, but all the crap I’ve gone through these past few months would tear down even the strongest of people. I’m not just some teen bitching about his unfair life these past few months have just really sucked the life out of me.
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his name is Justin, We met in a couple of my classes last year Now later on he had asked me 2 work on a project w/him why not? So he met my family and we did our project. We ended up cing each other every weekend I was here in the US since we r in the same Karate class. Then like a month ago at 1 of my friend’s B-day Parties we were singing while this DJ was playing these songs and he came over 2 where I, my sister, my best friend, and one of my other good friends where and he goes “oh there r no more seats” and sits on my lap. I hate being touched but he wouldn’t get off my lap and he started giving me a lap dance. Then finally I pushed him off. Luckily 2 cuz my mom had just arrived 2 take me home. Anywayz at one of our meetings we were talking and he said really loud that he liked italians and wanted 2 marry 1 like out of nowhere. He was looking at me 2. (I am Italian) So do u think he likes me? He sometimes acts all love like around other gals 2 though especially his gf.
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Tagged best friend, couple, dj, family, friend, gals, gf, good friends, italians, Justin, karate class, Lap, lap dance, LOVE, mom, name, Project, project w, US, weekend, Work, year
Okay, there’s this guy from soccer, I really like him and we’re pretty good friends and all. But he already has a girlfriend. But whenever I’m around him he always tackle hugs me (and basically crushes my ribs xD) Also he always talks to me and says and does funny stuff to make me laugh. He also flipped me upside down just for the heck of it. (He was in Taekwondo) And calls me Tay-Tay all the time. But again, he already has a girlfriend. Chances are I won’t see him again for a while but I just want to know what this means, please help…
Posted in Taekwondo
Tagged crush, friend, funny stuff, girlfriend, good friends, Guy, heck, help, mean, ribs, soccer, stuff, Taekwondo, thereâ, weâ, what this means
he knows because it was around the school, pretty much everyone knew i liked him. hes in year/grade 12 now and im in year 10. this was last year. i do taekwondo with him outside of school, also and he acts just like he did before it was around, etc. also im good friends with his twin sisters in my year and they knew/ know that i liked him then and now.
He’is in year twelve and im in year ten, and i do taekwondo with him also outside of school. its gonna be kinda sad 
coz i know his timetable and im so used to seeing him in corridors etc. oh well his twin sisters are in my year, and im good friends with them and our parents know each other so its not like i wont really see him or hear about him, but still
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Tagged corridors, coz, crush, gonna, good friends, high-school, kinda, parents, school, Taekwondo, timetable, twin sisters, wont, year, year twelve
