Can someone help me? I go to school all day and 3 days a week I go to taekwondo. I am way behind in math and just cant sleep at night. I have a report due feb 12 on a story I never read and my dog wont obey. I dont know how to do my math and I never will. I need tips on getting atleast a c grade on my essay on the long story I never read. I have 2 jerkoff brothers and I am always in trouble for something. I always forget to do something and am always losing my things. I feel my grades are lowering every day and after I finally understand my math from one night the whole class is a few assignments ahead. I dont know what to do and I suspect my teachers are getting mad. I never have my history done either. I dont want to go to school monday. I am feeling ultimate stress and need it lifted. I feel completely hopeless about the essay and my math. I might cry.
I feel this constant uneasiness in my stomach and heart from all of this.
I forgot to add that I have noticed that my heart starts beating really fast when im relaxing then gets slower. I think it is due to my negative toughts and uneasiness.